Wednesday, 11 September 2013

Jodoh itu milik Allah...

Almost two years...

U come unexpectedly in the middle of my life full with the tears..
Taught me with so many beautiful things..
I'm become a better person, learn the meaning of how grateful i am in this world by having family and friends.
alway Being here, being there,
Only for me...

Macam baru semalam...
Macam baru semalam dengar ayat tu, nasihat...
"Ingat, Jangan pernah putus asa dengan kasih syg.."
We share the moment together, crying for each other..

Macam baru semalam tahun 2011...,
Siapa tahu, kasihnya Allah kita masih diizinkan bersama sehingga ke hari ini..

Satu hari, 
Jika diantara kita , masing-masing tak ada untuk diri masing-masing, jangan dicari apa silapnya takdir.
Semoga kita terus bersyukur, bahawa satu ketika kita pernah dipinjamkan untuk satu sama lain..."

Dan sehingga hari itu tiba, semoga kita terus saling mencuba utk menggembirakan satu sama lain.. :)


Sunday, 1 September 2013

Terima kasih atas segalanya... :)

Saya tak suka dekat awak dah..

Bukan sebab saya dah suka orang lain.
Bukan sebab saya tipu time saya cakap saya suka awak.
Bukan sebab ada orang lain yg suka dekat saya. 

Tapi sebab saya nak happy.
Sebab saya nak bahagia.

That's my mom wish. 
That's my guardian's wish.
That's my companion's wish.

Bcoz, those who love me ask me to find a happy new life.
I just want to be happy. Not for a while, but happy forever.

U knoe what, last time i still hope u can said,
"Ya, i like you too..still want u in my life."
But it seem doesn't happen or won't happen.

So, this is the end of our story.
Saya perlu bahagia. Sebab awak sedang bahagia tanpa saya.

"...Terima kasih atas segalanya
Yang telah kau beri amat ku hargai
Semua ku simpan di dalam hati
Penuh riang tawa mesra
Terus terukir di hati..."

Monday, 12 August 2013

Harus Terpisah..(ala2 lagu Cakra Khan..sob sob..!)

Dear my Sailormoon..

I feel like i am lying to you since that day i told you, no more feeling towards him. Bcoz after that day, my heart keep telling me the other round of my mind's said.

Why it was so difficult haaa? The things seems so easy when i am the one become your advisor and then why i cannot do the same thing to myself..hukhuk..i hate my heart rite now..bcoz it'ssuper duper stubborn.

I know, you always telling know that feeling...

" tak suruh lupa terus..but plz teach your heart keep away from him slowly. Rite now, trying not always get to know about him....make your distance, take care of your limit."

I do, totally do...but..hukhuk

I really need to book the flight ticket rite??? Huhu..tak nampak, tak suka, tak suka, tak rindu, tak sakit...i dont know why i'm still choose that 'happy'. Happy yg sekejap..even skejap tapi hepi..huhu..

But i really strive to push out this stupid feeling. U want a prove?
Tetiap pagi, tengahari, petang, malam, aku akan tengok benda alah ni.. Ubat angau! Hahahaha!

Keep praying for me, ok sailormoon! I know u might getting bored but plz bear with me for a while..
(Skejap ke?? Dh nk dekat setahun dh ni..kan yunk?!!! Hahahahah! )

-kini harusnya kita, coba saling melupakan, lupakan kita pernah bersama... -
2014..plz come faster.. :(

Monday, 29 July 2013

Berangan itu percuma...

Otak saya cuma ada awak je...macamane ni... :'(

Friday, 12 July 2013

Thanks to the word of "STALKER"! Stalk for Our Own Sake!! :))

Besides having Ayu, i am also have Syusyu as my companion...
Thank you Allah for giving me these two beautiful pretty angels in my life. Alhamdulillah.. :)

always telling me the things that i want to diktaktor of me..muahahahaha! But seriously, when i ask her opinion, dunno why all the things she said like something come out from my mind! Wow! She' not only become my eyes and ears, she also become my brain! :))
She's my Totally Spies! (^_-)

But when it come to syusyu,
Fight! Be Happy! :)
Just leave the things that make me sad, and continue to searching for my happiness..eventhough it will give me a damn pain! Ala2 ayat, don't chase people, do your things and people will chase you! :))
She' my Sailormoon.!  (^_-)

Just like to share the conversation between us for the past few days...


Hahahahaha! Thanks to the word of stalker! Yay! Stalker yg elok2 je..aku bukan stalker nk carik gosip..kadang2 ada fren kat fb yg ada anak cute2 tu, aku stalker la fb diorg...nk tgok pic anak diorg..nk tggu anak sdri entah ke biler...wekkk... :p

Syusyu, even she strict, she is the best advisor after all..we experienced the same thing, dislike the same thing, getting much interest in the same weird things and the best things about us, we didn't even know we're so compatible each other.. 

Thanks my syusyu! Remember what i told you about my dream, u need to send me to the airport! Kihkih! :))

Monday, 24 June 2013

Mission impossible!! :))

I love her..really love her...
( hey, don't ever look at me like i am a lesbian, okay...!! at least she has a boyfren..kehkeh! )

She know how to react when i come to her with my continuous problem..and in the end of the day, we will come out with a joke, or something funny, related with my problem..

For example, tonite...when i had a crush and need to settle off with him...huhu..ala2 heartbroken..

I just tell her that i'm trying very hard not to reply his we pity of me.. :'( 
And as usual, the things that she said, really something that i want to listen..thank you Allah sending a pretty cute beautiful lady like her to become my companion..

And she replied to me that she will come here to give a big punch to that guy..ala2 power puff girl la ni..hahahha...but i suggest to her, when it come to guys, we need to do something to his 'wife'..means his car! Muahahahahha! So, lets make some scratch! 
Here we go, mission impossible kitorang...kehkeh!

7 years...she never disappoint me..always being there, being my eyes and my ears..and she also became my diary...we laugh, we cry together...and as my bestfriend she really know about me and always tell me, "Aja degil..!" Hahahahaha! At least i admit it..
People come and go into my life..but she never leave me, even we are far away from each other..I'm feel so blessed by having her in my life...
A Thousand Million thanks Kak Long...
dh kawen jangan lupa aja tau..hukhuk.. 

Sunday, 23 June 2013

Let the pics speak... Semua tentang kita... :'(

Waktu terasa semakin berlalu
Tinggalkan cerita tentang kita
Akan tiada lagi kini tawamu
Tuk hapuskan semua sepi di hati....

Ada cerita tentang aku dan dia
Dan kita bersama saat dulu kala
Ada cerita tentang masa yang indah
Saat kita berduka saat kita tertawa....

Teringat di saat kita tertawa bersama
Ceritakan semua tentang kita....

Ada cerita tentang aku dan dia
Dan kita bersama saat dulu kala
Ada cerita tentang masa yang indah
Saat kita berduka saat kita tertawa....

So, the best thing is...
SO, I'm really hope that...

hmmm..since the things won't change wish,


Bcoz i know this is the best for me... IN SHAA ALLAH...

Even though..
Someday you may forget about me,
My name, my voice, who i am and who i was to you..
Even if you still totally forget about me,
I just want you to know that
I will never foget a single thing about you and everything we went through...

Dear Allah,
I know its your plan, just help me through it... :'(