It means a WAR!!!

Our first argument...hmm..hmmm...hmmmmmmm....
We are in a war!! Bukan Malaysia, tapi saya!

I'm supposed to feel nothing rite..but why suddenly i feel sad...i hate to feel like that..really hate this feeling! Really hate thousand times!

Siti Hajar, Don't ever dream to have that feeling! Keep reminding myself..don't ever and ever...
But suddenly i'm crying...uwaaaa.....it's not fair...really not fair...i won't do that again..will try not to 'open' even a little bit..

He just say the truth..why i'm so upset...this is not me..(tula hajar, dah ckp dah, jangan, ko ngengada jugak nk try, sekarang hamekaw!)

And what i'm doing rite now;
- counting how many male friend that i still contact until now..wah! Not more than three?!!! So, we are the same!!
- try not to bbm him...(nyampah)
- cuba memujuk hati..he completely like him...please heart, don't be...u still feel the pain rite...don't be...please...

AnD sUDdEnLy,
miss syusyu so much...(she's quite bz rite now)...

- sedarkan aku sekiranya aku terleka, dan terlupa tentang kepahitan semalam -